This one ramadhan.

Alhamdulillah
Thank you Allah

It's my first ramadhan abroad

Lepas maghrib tadi, macam tak percaya Allah izinkan lagi bernafas dalam bulan ramaadhan. Even at the time I type this down. MasyaAllah, It's ramadhan :')

So first thing first, syukur.


I can feel ramadhan this year more alive, than the previous one. InsyaAllah, will always be.


especially, during the tarawih just now.

MasyaAllah the imaam was reciting more than a page per rakaah.
Yet I fell in love in each and one of the verse.

All of them are cure for my heart
And Allah's love letter for me

The time I feel, really feel what is called 'hard' in dakwah,
how the most basic verse in surah al-Baqarah recited just now,

inni jaa'ilun fil ardhi khalifah

"verily will I create on earth, a caliph."

astaghfirullah. masyaAllah


A refreshment. of why I am on this path.
why I am in this world.





Now. that the way I see quran is different,
ramadhan has really feel different to me.



Now. I realise. I have really got a lot.
of tarbiyah throughout my 9 months of stay
in this UKE





For this ramadhan, I dont want to aim on quantity
I'm aiming for quality this time


InsyaAllah
1. Rawatib Muakkad
2. Madrasah malam
3. one juzu' one day minimum, no less.
4. eat just to fuel for ibadah, no fancy food.

hafazan.
reading of muhtawa.


To do small but consistent, is harder than to do in a lump sum.