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I unconciously exhibit this habit of loving to be surrounded by nature whilst reciting the Qur'an. Yeah, since STCUK i suggest.

Alhamdulillah.

A huge thing did actually happen through the STC

I was asking from Allah to give me something from the camp

Asking intensively.



Yet all the juzu's of the Qur'an i recite fulfilling my mutabaah along the STC..

Endlessly asked me to ponder upon the nature..

the sky, the heaven, the earth, the sea, the wind, the plants

Ya ghafur..

And all those ayahs were repeated many timess.

There are even times when I thought I mistakenly read the same page twice. Because the ayahs are identical. Even the story in it. Ya salam...

I know what Allah meant by that..

No other. Than that He really meant those ayahs.

He really meant me to literally look, see, observe, ponder, and think to the end of human capacity..

of His greatness.

Ya ghaffar..



It struck into my heart deeply especially that one special moment..

By the side of the Angle Tarn lake

A lake on top of the mountains



When I sat facing the lake..

continuing my recitals



And I came across the verse 27:88
He mentioned that we thought the mountains are staying still
but they are actually moving
just as how the skies are moving

Subhanallah

I was humbled
I was stunned

This time. It was like Allah was holding my face intensely towards those mountains

Now. this time. Look.

Allah had really give me an amazing verse.
The mountains?
moving?

I was at that time, very close to the skies,
because it was uphill,

and they were moving damn fast.

And O Allah, Your mountains are moving..
That fast??


Ya ghafur. Ya rahman.

You ask for something from Allah.
When you are actually drowned. immensely. in those greatness.
Yet you ignored.

You ask some sign from Allah.
As if He never gave you any.
When it's you who deafened your ears, sealed your eyes, blocked your mind
from seeing..

In the midst of those greatness
In the midst of the wordlessly perfect creature
Is he telling you

If that cant make you return
Nothing else could




Ya ghafur.

To you belong all these greatness.
To you I return.